As time passes by I find myself un-pleased with my career and life.. I took a step back and I looked at all my life and I decided that I really have to apply myself to get done what I need to get done.. No more "pussy footing around" I guess you can say.. I need to get a different and better job.. I need to go back to school.. I don't need to be certified to be a MUA.. It's looks better and I'll learn a lot more.. But I just want to go to college and just learn more really.. I know there's a lot of cool knowledge out there .. I don't want to be asking Charla about everything or be feeling inferior to other ppl when it comes to things I don't really know.. So that's what I'm going to do.. wish me luck!!