So I know I haven't been blogging on here like normal, but I've been thinking about finding a new site to blog on.. Well lets play catch up.. My dreams seem to be haunting me.. I have the same dream everynight, but with different place settings.. They scare my so, that, I have to wake up, but also haunt me in my waking state, bcuz all I can do is think about it! I wish these dreams would just go away!! The other night I had a break from the normal dream, but it got replaced with another scary dream.. I don't know whats the matter with me.. Could it be from all the horror movies I watch? I don't think so bcuz I haven't watched any in a long time.. Enough about that.. I've been trying hard to change my life around, trying to have a better outlook.. So far, it's been hard bcuz u have to deal with other people who want to bring you down or shift your mood not for the better, but for the worst.. I'm not going to give up.. Today is a new day and I'm gonna try harder and get myself in a place where I'm happy not with just myself, but with my surroundings.. Someone told me that how you treat your home and personal belongings reflects on yourself and your outlook on life..Make sense?? It does to me, So on my day off I'm going to be cleaning up my room and house and getting everything in order so that I can also get my life together :) ..

On a lighter note, I've decided that I am going to go ahead with making my youtube makeup videos.. So that should be fun, I might post them on here or I may start a new blogspot tp post them on.. So look out for that..

TWell thats the 411 on me :) til next time, ciao bella